friends

bfore results most wud be nervous n tensed,after results come the emotions are varied-glad,elation,upset,doomed,staisfied,accepatance......i feel girls always hope for more than boys(in terms of marks)....n many of them(mostly girls) never be happy with wat they wud hav got....sometimes their reasoning of more marks is valid n sometimes no way.... results i feel are based on sheer luck n no.of pages we rite n ofcourse a bit of wat we learn...ppl who score will or may not hav a problem of this kinda...exam pattern....based on crappy marks we are admitted in college or selected for companies ...but i wonder how tranparent(perfect) these corrections are...wheter every1 is given mark on wat they rote...or depending on the correctors mood n the handriting n stories one is written....all around me i hav ppl saying they havent done well..they keep grumbling(general human tendency)but finally i feel they are d ones who excel...there are very few who say confidently that they hav done wel...or dont say anyting bfore or after results hav come ...
i also wonder this procedure is worth a penny, for seletion of various stuff ...
everyting is bcome so commercialised education is not affordable by every1....though no. of institutions hav increased, no.of educated remain same..also now very few aspire to bcome teachers ..every1 jus wants to earn rich...competition is always at its height...wat n educations pattern..

real friendship,i feel is when both understands each others feelings,listen,share feelings n much more...but in todays materilaistic world i wonder if there is anything called true friendship.i wonder if anyones close to their friend.i feel friendship is not jus sitting together in class,talking over phone,or going out together.its more than that.it requires contribution from both sides.i don't think i have any close friend.till 10th i was in csbe school n when i changed my school i lost touch with my cbse friends.i dunno i always wanted to keep in touch,but i dunno wht went wrong n where.i admired my cbse friends.i have completely lost trak of them now.if we were true freinds i think we wud have managed to meet atleast once a blue moon.or it was jus that i wasnt too close to them.for this reason i wonder if relationship of friends is as holy as father-daughter relationship.i wonder if i can hav the same faith on my friends has i have on god n my parents.by faith in friendship i mean the understanding.anyways,i did n i do have friends whom i adore,from whom i learn(not studies).learned to b frank,to have fun,to have confidence in me.